sy hapal...sy lupa...dan sy hapal lg...dan terus lupa lg

Hehe...bese laaa minggu2 final exam nih. Camni laa keadaan sume org...muka2 tensen kelihatan..dan aku lebeh tensen tuk paper akhir nih sbb sume org dh merdeka...selesai sudah paper2 diorg...bahagianya...siap tuka nick kat mirc lagi tuka pada no matrik. xpe2. Masa aku akan tiba juga...saba yek...the last but not the least..UTS laaa...

Dr mazlan xde pi langkawi so nk tny soklan pun ssh. Dah la soklan las2 sem ssh nk mampus tahap dewa 80 tingkat..haihh..xpe2. camon Lily U can do it. Hehe.

sengal + sangap

aisey...esok aku ader paper. My second las paper. Tp cam bese. kesengalan merantai jiwa. Smlm siap leh sempat pi mkn KFC lg ngan ceni ifa polo ngan cola...merasa gak aku naik kete pink tuh. Mekasih Laa sin chan ajak aku di kala aku tengah sengal malas studi. Ok laaa.Nk smbg studi....aku nih asik men2 jek sem nih. Bapak selamaba yg ader.Dh2.StuDi2.

MenGHitunG HaRi

Bosan lak arini, asik search tenet....makan..tido....borak2 lg...smbg borak2 dlm mirc lagi...tu laaa keje aku setiap ari. Org sume sebok dh nak grad. Bestnya dak meche ngan chemi ramai yg dh abih..pas2 tadi diorg punya laaa mcm org nk pi nikah pun ader..berbaju melayu lengkap dgn samping lagi...x kurang gak yg pkai kot..hehe...semangat giler.

i've got another 2 more to go. Malehnya nk blaja....mmg maleh pun...wat pas year jek. esok laa br stat proses menghapal...neway, esok ader briefing dr PETRONAS. Xtau laa pulak apa yg dier nak..panggil sume student yg dier sponsor. mmm...hitung2 punya hitung tinggal 9 ari jek lagi tuk aku selesaikn sume bende termasuk laa presentation fyp tuh. campur ngan hardbound sume mungkin ader lg 15 ari kot. x lama sgt dah...lebey kurang 2 minggu cam2 laaa. Mmg laaa dh x saba sgt nk blk umah...tp biler kenangkan hubungan kengkawan ngan dak2 kat sini rasa sedey pulak...=( dah lama knal...sesungguhnya setiap pertemuan itu pasti ader perpisahannya. Sama jugak mcm hidup ngan mati. (emo sekejap...hehe)

Nanti dh abih ni..misti aku duk imbas2 kenangan...sama2 wat projek...sama2 pi trip...sama2 kene mrh ngan lecturer...sama2 kene suspend scholar...Hehe....lawak2 biler ingt balik...mcm2 kesah. Kesah aku lg laaa byk. Malu lak kat diri sendiri. Tp nk wat cmner..bende dh nk jadi...bkn aku sengaja pun. Sesungguhnya tuhan penentu segalanya kan. macam kat sini laaa...turun naiknya kite dlm sesuatu bende tuh sume keje yg MaHa eSa kat atas NuN. Alhamdulillah..setakat nih sumenya berjln baik...Allah merahmati lg hidup aku...masih blom menerima ujian yg sbnrnya....semoga aku dpt hadapi hari2 yg seterusnya dgn lebeh tenang...dan sentiasa mendapat petunjuk darinya.....aku nih x cukup baik...byk sgt kekurangan...semoga dapat kekuatan tuk berubah satu ari nanti jadi insan yg lebih baik dan diberkati di sisi AllaH =). Amin

DeCiSioN MakiNg

Wut had happened today......, i just received phone called from ramunia fabricator recruitment department offering me a job as management trainee wiith salary of RM 1800 + accommodation + allowances. Huhu...How i'm gonna make the decision. They said that i had fullfill all the requirements that they are looking for but because of the one constraint (bonded with petronas), they can't gimme the offer letter. Huwaaa....bkn sng nk cari keje skang. Biler dh dapat jadik camni pulak. So sweet....they are willing to wait 4 me until i'll get the release letter from PETRONAS. I feel like..oh my gawd...cmner nih..sah2 petronas akan suh aku byr lump sum RM 100000 ++. Mana nk cekau duit tuh. Jual umah jual kebun laa jawabnya.Hehe.Neway, tu harta bapak aku. So x leh wat apa. If i'll confirm with them, the recruitment will start on dis middle of june on 15th kalo x silap (dh dekat sgt dh).

One more thing, the interviewer called me and teach me how to talk and negotiate with petronas. Baik sgt org2 kat sana. One of the good sign. Hehe. Neway, aku tul2 nk keje ngan diorg. Antara sebab munasababnya ader laa spt berikut:

1. Company tuh ader laaa oil n gas company (bright future tuh)
2. Near to my hometown
3. Aku x mo keje kat KL
4. Lokasi dier kat "perkampungan nelayan" (leh pi mancing slalu)
5. Really miss my mum's cooking (sepanjang duk UTP nih setahun skali pun ssh nk merasa)

Hati yg x TeNTeRaM

Since yesterday i had started my revisions on UTS but it seems to be very bored.... dunno why...maybe i didn't have chemistry with the subject...hehe....almaklumlaa majoring in building construction tetiba amik minor urban....Currently, had no rumet (got an interview with pecd kat Shah Alam) but get another kinda of free rumet....huhu...Just now, trying my best to do the pas year....ssh nk mampuihhh Dr Mazlan wat soklan....After squeezed my brain (smpi terkeluar juice otak)....at last, i got the answer for some of the question only. haihhh....

Di saat ketika rumet xde, x sangka sin chan jadik tmpt aku meluahkan ketidakbestan yg bertakhta kat hati aku. Leh laaa layan mamat ni. Ok gak dier nih. Setakat nk dgr luahan2 hati nih. As usual, no solution at all. The problem still remain....so many ways and methods applied.....x jalan gak...biar jelaaaa, dh 3 thn pun camnih...dh nasib badan kan.

Remember one thing:

KaDanG2 AllaH HiLanGkan SeKeJaP MaTaHaRi,
Die DtGkan pula KiLaT DaN GuRuH,
PuaS kita MeNaNGiS MeNCaRi MaNa MatahaRi,
Rupa-RuPanya AllaH nk HaDiaHkaN Kita PeLangi yang InDaH......

Semalam Fit osmet aku gelakkn aku biler baca ayat jiwang karat aku yg ader kat satu kad tuh. One sentence with very meaningful words...hehe..."If U live to be a hundred, I want to be a hundred minus one day, so I don't have to live a day without U". Bkn apa Fit, ayat nih aku ciplak jek kat mana ntah..pas2 background dier lak sweet...apa lg print laaa...pas2 simpan..kot2 satu ari nanti berguna....HeHe.

MiMie oOoOo MiMie

FinaLLy

Finally..i'm having my great time after completed those fyp stuff....had to stay up till the morning to repair the draft...feel like mechanic having their repair works. I've got another 2 more paper to go but guess what....my matric card...I lost it....still can't found till now. If i'm not mistaken, the matric card still with me until yesterday. Skang dh xde. Hopefully, I had left it on my Sv table. Tulaaa pdn muka ko...smlm duk kutuk2 sv sendiri...skang nah rasakan.

Yesterday, I went to see my SV to get back my report. On the way back, suddenly I had my scared jumped mcm org nmpk hantu jek. Sbnrnya xde apa pung, cuma ader 2 ekor anjing kat jalan gajah menyusur tuh. Terkejut Pirus ngan Yati yg turut serta ader masa tuh. Actually, they didn't see anything but after look at my horror expression, the first think they thought are to just run away. Lawak2. Tulaaaa, aku kalo expression muka mmg slalu berlebehan. padahal x de apa pung.

Another story is, I can't enter my room since the key is attached with the matric card....huwaa.....what a bad day in my life....Luckily, my room on the ground floor. Kalo x. dh jadik satu mslh nk kene pi jumpa Rcsu lak mntk kunci....Cam bese laaa xtvt panjat memanjat bermula.....Rosh the tallest gurl in my house laaa kene jadik mangsanya....thnxs a lot rosh. Kernamu Rosh, i can enter my room back....Yati laaa nih x reti2 bawak kunci....kan dah susah...mmg bala laaa semalam. The morale of the day is don't ever2 talk bad bout ur teachers or lecturers. Kene tulah nnti..kot2 diorg tuh ader keturunan sultan ke raja...HeHe

Punya laaa sangap aku ptg2 nih. Sume dak ader paper EIS. My house currently empty laaaa. Maka bermula laa xtvt aku mengemas umah secara besar2an. Biler dak2 nih xde sng sket. Xde sapa kaco aku...sng nk susun selipa2...lap2 meja...sapu2 sampah...cuci2 toilet sket....las skali masak2 ( yg nih compulsory). Tetiba aku teringt lak kat adik2 aku yg kat umah tuh. Katan, Adik Ela, ayie, ca'ah...sume ader kat umah...aku sorg kat luar negeri(Perak).....bkn luar negara yek. Tu nama kg adik2 aku...aku pun ader gak...HeHe...sume org x tau aku rahsiakn.... Nama2 kg kami:

1. Lily Suziana a.k.a kaklong @ BuLaT (kureng tul....gara2 masa kecik aku tinggal tulang jek...diorg panggil nama nih dgn harapan aku akan membesar.....skang tul2 bulat)
2. Mohd Adany a.k.a abang @ KaTaN
3. Lily Suhaila a.k.a adik Ella
4. Amrul Adany a.k.a AyiE( masa kecik dier ske sebut yeeee...apa yg dier gelikn x tau laa)
5. Lily Syamimi a.k.a Mimie @ Ca'ah(aku kene marah ngan mak dier sbb panggil nama nih)

alahaii sv ku !!!

My Lovely SiSTeR...Really miss U so Much

Penin2 aku ni. Bkn pe org len sume dh lega tuk bhgn repot fyp. Kiteorg ber5 nih jugak yg x setel2 lagi.Hari ni dah hari senin, rabu dh nk start shipping nk pi bg kat external luar. Sv aku janji konon nk bg sab2 aritu repot tuh, smpi sudah abuk pun tarak. Pas2 pepagi buta td mesej dier tny leh ke jumpa pg nih. Depa pi kata, kul 4 laaa, "I've got work to do". Tulaa sv aku yg sebok memanjang mengalahkan menteri. Hehe. Selamba jek aku. Busuk2 cmner pun dier baik dlm bg markah kat aku. Tu jelaaa satu yg aku puji kat dier, mmg x kedekut bab2 markah nih. Tp x tau laa semnih cmnerkan. Yes, lagi 2-3 minggu dh leh blk umah tuk selama-lamanya. Aku rindu giler kat mimie, my super duper cutiest sister. Rindu nk dgr kepetahan dier berbicara, mimik muka dier yg manja, pipi yg tembam...huhu...walopun dier nih antara spesis yg ske mengaco aku tido. Time dier tido, aku br nk kaco sket jek misti mak aku dh menjerit...kaklong jgn kaco adik..dier br je nk tido tuh. Aku pun langkah seribu laa masa tuh. Rindu sungguh kat suasana kg, ptg2 duk bwh pangkin bwh rendangnya pokok payung indonesia. Pas2, sapu2 daun kering, bakar2 sampah. Aroma yg sungguh nyaman. Ceittt...gaya aku ckp cam aku duk dlm kesibukan kota jek...pdhal aku duk kat ceruk bumi mana ntah nih. ishh...homesick lak aku nih. Satgi aku nk smbg studi UTS....studi kah aku?? Hehe...paper lagi seminggu...giler lama. xpe, pehalpun baik aku siapkan paper2 pas year tuh. Nnti leh jimat tenaga jimat masa...xde laa nmpk sgt las minit aku nnti.

exam week

Exam week aku yg terakhir tuk abad ini....aku pasti merinduimu. Makan tido..makan tido kjp jek dh 5 thn aku duk bermaustautin kat bumi panas gersang nih...minggu nih dh msk minggu ke2, aku dh berjaya selesaikn satu paper...i hav another 2 more to go...on the third week...minggu nih aku merdeka...xde apa2...lek2 jek nonton2 baca cerpen2 ol. Ramai laaa membe2 yg duk jeles kat aku...giler releks sem nih...releks x ingt. Amik 3 subjek jek. tp korg kene ingt satu ketika dahulu aku dh bersusah payah amik 7, 8 subjek every sem. Memandangkan otak pun dh tua..dh kenyal..sesuai laa tuh aku amik 3 subjek jek di ambang final year final sem.

ish3 sume org duk sebok studi. Aku sebok wat blog. Bkn apa diari aku yg kusam tuh dh nk smpi page terakhir. Terpaksa laa aku carik inisiatif len. Hehe...alasan je lebey...syok gak menaip nih dari menulih..lenguh tgn aku. Jimat pun jimat. x yah aku pi cari diari len...bkn sng nk carik...aku cerewet sket...x men laa organiser yg skema tuh...tu tuk keje leh laaa. Alamak dh kul 215 pagi. Asal mata nih x reti2 nk tido.Tido laaa mata oiii. Esok bgn lmbt kang. X ingt pe, mak pesan "kaklong jgn bgn lambat, x baik anak dara bgn dh dinihari". Kalo kat Kg xdenya aku leh bgn lmbt...jam br kul 8 pg..tiba2 aku yg syok tgh tido nih rasa ader satu tgn kasar yg mencengkam ubun2 kepala aku....bapak aku laaaa.Cam2 laa style dier nk kejut aku. Dier picitnya kepala aku...sib baik x terkuar juice otak. Hehe...dh2 tido. kang bgn lmbt lak esok. BuBBye.